Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
i miss you already ):
today wasnt a very good day for me. i dont know how i should go about explaining it. it was just horrible horrible. of course, it was so nice to see melvyn back ! he is tanner now. haha. ohman, i just thought of gladys's lame joke ! haha. he's always been tanner. but tenor. how lame can you get, auntie gladys ? (:
im happy that cho can go for the SC overseas trip. that really cheered me up. to know that cari could attend twelvethirty, that was cool too ! for cari to go boycrazy with me, that was nice too ! haha. my darling boy crazy partner ! haha. thats right. told you i'd post it up. here it is ! (:
the last day of catechism class. im just hanging in midair, russell ! help me. i told you i'm gonna have problems please. hehheh. but i guess what you said is true. i'm gonna be fine with them*. haha. yupps. my confirmation name is official. now im ALICIA RACHELLE TAN (: hooray. haha. coolness. say RER-SHELL. haha. not the normal pronounciation of RACHEL. haha. yupp :D
lets all mug hard together and hopefully im still able to come online and slack. which shows my studying is going well. hahaha.
we were fine all along.
let your heart out.
yes chris, you should buy THAT.
ohboy, i couldnt come online this past week thanks to the CAFOUR. bleahh. and there's just too many things to do. the list just goes on, doesnt it ? :
just came back from tuition and please, what i got for the test was so demoralising ! urgh. i cant believe it. eoys are just a week away. -panicks ! annoying lah annoying. okay, i really have gotta stop waddling my time away. yes mummy dearest, i will stop smsing and study. just dont cut my allowance. you could even sum everything up into three words. it's no wonder you're an english teacher. lolls. i know, i know. i should be studying right now. not supposed to be using the comp. dont kill me. i love you truckloads !
today jiajia was just hilarious. kc girls, i bet you know ! haha. "not the last time one" hehheh. i feel so bad for her. it was so loud and clear. plus mrs ng and mrs teo just had to be standing next to each other at the flagpole. so poor thing. plus that cho ! haha. she was laughing nonstop. i was controlling, i saw cho's shoulders vibrating nonstop. EEYER. she's at fault (((:
i missed pat's birthday party. i couldnt go i couldnt go ): i rlly didnt mean to not go okay, i added you your testimonial ! i made you a card (: haha. yupp. i stayed up to do it. see how important you are ? haha. yupps.
sunday was fun and saddening. haha. dont rlly wanna elaborate on everything. will just talk about the chris part. haha. yes chris ! buy that ! that's so hilarious. we were walking out after eating lunch. on the left auntieangieMAMA was choosing her durians. haha. then on the right was the FOURD shop. i was looking at auntieangieMAMA choose the durians. suddenly chris came up to me and asked "should i buy?" i looked at him, then at the durians and said "if you think..." before i could say anything else, chris laughed ! haha. he said "no no. not durians, THAT !" -quote unquote. ohmy paiseh ! haha. he told the rest. lucky gladys was siding me. yay auntie auntie gladys ! haha(:
alright, i seriously needa go off now. ive to start focusing. (: LOVES-
isnt she precious ? truly the angel's best.
let your heart out.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHAI ! (:
i just love september ! haha. all these birthdays are just so nice ! just that the money's going fast. really fast with all these birthday presents ive to get.
thanks cho for allowing me to let out all those stuff ! i rlly felt that i had to let everything out. it was better ! we actually wasted all those time for nothing. our thinkings were exactly the same lah ! haha. yayy. can lend y0u my shoulder. a listening ear too ! (:
yesterday was just a bad bad day ): thanks thanks to all those who were there to listen to my crap. special thanks to jiajia, samantha, cheryl ! thanks for everything lah. haha((:
today was alright. nball prac was in the gym. haha. it was fun fun ! (: ive yet to go to our school gym so yay ! today we managed to get in there. it was raining and the uniform groups were using the lower foyer. thankyou for having your cca today ! haha. im such a bum. went to the gym and we were doing all our things until coach asked us to do the foot press. he wanted to test our leg power. everyone had to do it. the first time i did it, it was so cacat please. it was just bad. later we got another try and i actually did double the amount i did previously ! (: i was actually doing the other one. coach called it the chest press. so weird ! everytime i start on something he has to shoo me away and ask everyone to do it too. haha. so we did that, we also did leg extension and leg curl. ohmy. my leg muscles are really really lousy.
coach made us try to do the weights to our limit, until we cannot move anymore. haha. he taught us how much we should actually do ! so interesting. something about seventy percent and thirty percent ! so next time i know how heavy the weights should be ! :D we ended earlier cos the sailing girls said they wanted to use the gym. bums you know. after we left, they said they didnt wanna use it anymore ! haha. we couldve stayed in there longer. so in the end we just stayed in the foyer. the secones were playing the scissors paper stone game. maria coach and chiapei joined in i think ! haha. then they played this other game. ahhh, i forgot the name of it ! okay, it's one of those primary school games that we always play. coach joined in. wow please. haha. i guess it's good in a way cos jasmine managed to use the dodging method ! so it trains us too(x
ting mama de hua bie rang ta shou shang
xiang kuai kuai zhang da
cai neng bao hu ta
let your heart out.
letters letters letters. ive been so busy with so many letters ! haha. it's good in a way. helps to relieve stress !
today was alright. i guess the day passed rather quickly. i was all hyped up and energised ! haha. i had many stories to share with samantha. but that bum ! she didnt come to school )): she had her ballet exam. my mood was just spoiled. haha. i totally had no one to go hyper with ! bleahh- so was quiet. haha. but it was good cos i had alot of space to put my books.
thanks to amee for helping me pack my desk. haha. my books were really everywhere ! it was on samantha's table and mine ! had elective so amee was sitting at my table. haha. hooray for that. i came back and was stunned when i started looking for my math book. wahahaha. (:
i think im having food poisoning. it's horrible lah. ): ive abdominal pain now. eeyer. horrible horrible. ):
you ! haha. takkaire yeah ? cannot get sick. cannot. okay, you are already sick. just get well soon alright. i think after you told me you're sick then i get sick. haha. bum bum. your fault. (:
i've been sharing alot alot of things with many people and i feel so much happier and lighter now. it's good to share and be honest with people (: haha. yay for that.
our truest life is when we're in dreams awake
let your heart out.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANNELL(x
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORNELIUS((:
many many september babies. i just went to friendster and checked too ! so happy birthday to all SEPT12 babies yeah !
ohboy, just read something that made me smile (: thanks to you. haha. okay. today the minister of state came. everything was all prim and proper, done up properly. a group of us went down to the music room to mingle around with him. it was awkward. eeyer. everyone was just following everyone, everyone was just going around in groups. it's just plain weird. when we were talking to him, it was horrid. haha. everyone was jus crowding around ! /: never mind, it's over. was alright !
after the minister of state left, i was sitting down talking to a group of teachers. it was just really really interesting to know how mothers think ! haha. we had our family talk. they were sharing their point of view while i debated on mine ! (: haha. it was just cool. really cool. haha. lets have it more often ! i like these talks. (x but i guess it's those once-in-a-million kind. when then will we have such an opportunity again ?
had trng after school. was only five of us. how pathetic. coach still wanted to train so we did. did suicides, trained on footwork. everything possible. it was good in a way. the one-to-one attention we had ? yupp. coach, i still cant spin the ball. it just leaves my fingertips ! we were learning to throw properly. and guess what people, we've been throwing the ball wrongly the whole time. i cant believe it. we've all thought it was correct. and you netballers from primary school, you've been throwing wrongly for lets say, six years now ? haha. it's really hilarious ! (: thats why we cant throw power balls lah. ): we've gotta train to throw like them.
gotta study hard. the classes are all counting down to the EOYs. thats madness, thats crazy. everyone's doing just that while my class, we're counting down to the end of the week. go three-oh-six go ! (:
shattered pieces all over.
let your heart out.
i wanted to blog about something. but i forgot. ):
i went for my usual badminton stuffs on saturday. it was tough. my arms ached BAD after that. kleo and i played nonstop. it was so satisfying, the feeling ! i'm going to work it all out next week again. (:
sunday went to church as usual. during catechism we made rosaries. haha. it was so uber tough okay. i hate the knotting. haha. just couldnt do it at all. ): luckily we had marilyn and angeline to help ! (hope i didnt get their name wrong) i managed to finish the rosary in one hour. haha. is that good or bad? haha. we went out one by one to see russell and aunt lucy. i went to russell ! talked about confirmation with him. it was quite cool ! lets have more talks. after mass went for lunch at century ! haha. ate century egg porridge. OHBOY, i like century egg ! haha. ((: lucky i dint choose the la mian. it was oily and all. eeyyerr. haha. ((:
today today ! school reopen, my birthday. haha. what horrible thing. big thanks going out to those who wished me ! (: those wishes totally made my day people !
i dont know the tune to the happy birthday song daddy (:
let your heart out.
gonna miss you mel ! takkaire and dont get lost. learn to use that compass please (:
went karaoke-ing with gladys pat grace mel philip sab gerald. met mel at tm and walked around trying to find a nice cap to cover his botak head ! haha. ohboy he looks funny but i'll get used to looking at his head all botak. give me some time. haha.
cabbed down to philip's house and hung around before then walked down to loyang point. haha. we went there and ohmy the smelll ! haha. that was horrible but after a while, i got used to it. stayed and chatted. talked long long talks with grace. ohmy, i love those kinda talks. yes philip. those talks ! haha. it was fun ! pat drove us back home ! haha. said bye bye to mel. ohboy cant wait to hear his stories. haha. i wanna hear stories ! (:
dont make me open the book again. dont dont. it totally freaks me out ! i guess it did bring me such wonderful memories. those memories i'll never wanna forget. but lets see, people are making me relax. im now feeling that i dont have to control myself and hold back anything anymore ! it's such a nice feeling. thanks to you. you really made everything seem so wow. haha. and to your question, i really dont know. i think it's just cos im totally controlling myself ? i rlly wonder what my answer should be. and thanks for that comment. haha. you didnt have to do that you know, but that comment was sufficient. thankyou.(:
let your heart out.
yes kleo, my favourite shop. perlini's silver ! haha. or is it perlini silver ? haha. whichever. yes my favourite shop ! hahaha. you get it dont you ? (:
HAPPY BELATED WEIZHEN (:
WENESDAY:
yeah, i've been wishing the belated birthdays ! im so sorry people. but ive not been able to come online so just gotta wish you belated birthdays ! at least i still msg and wish yeah ? haha.
went suntec with my cousin, kleo ! walked so fast until had blister. bum lah she. reach so early ! hehheh. walked around before watching devil wears prada. it was not a bad show. just that i expected much much more ! they kinda changed the story a little. haha. read the book, thats why. half of the book to be exact ! haha. yes, im lazy. we were about to walk into the cinema when we saw this woman using her handphone. she looked so scary especially when everywhere's dark. couldnt stop laughing and walked into the cinema. we made so much noise. haha. sorry peeps ! (: i just adore the clothes ! it's rlly nice. haha. those shades! they're so nice.
walked out of the cinema and we had to walk through some carpark place ! haha. it was so scary ! was halfway walking then my bag strap SNAPPED. okay not snapped but the buckle part broke off ! the whole bag just dropped off ! luckily it was at the ulu ulu place ! hahaha. kleo and i couldnt stop laughing. it was funny. had to carry my bag like a briefcase ! so paiseh ! hahaha. then went to guardian to buy tape and taped the whole buckle part down ! HEHHEH. we went to buy cupcorn and herbal egg. we sat down and started eating it on the bench in the middle of suntec. it was so embarrassing but never mind, the egg was yummy ! we walked around, went to citilink mall. walked around and went to raffles city ! haha. was fun ! i met rena and her friends at gelare.
bought melvyn a little pressie. there was no way i was going to meet him cos he wasnt going for prac. he was going towning ! haha. so coincidental going suntec. so met him, passed him his stuff ! ((: he hasnt shaven off his hair yet. ohboy. i wanted to see so bad ! haha. melvyn, we got telepathy lah. haha. clothes all same same. haha. im no copy cat. not a lousy one ! (: is jus telepathy. and you wanted to msg me ! seee seee ? it's not me, it's youu ! haha. i can just sense it lah. hehhehh.
came home and changed my bag before going for prac ! met sab and was talking until the rest of them came. auntdot did pushups. wowwow((: she actually did ! haha. okay, we went for drinks after that. walked and ran too. we ran, yes we ran. haha. thanks mummy ! you so rock. hahaha. must treat gelare another time yeah ?
THURSDAY:
went for trng. met sam and tree at bedok interchange. went to school and only sheryl was there. haha. waited and hung around till NINE before everyone actually came. gen my darling was an hour late. that bum. haha. ((: so we trained a while. we trained half court and went for breakfast together ! we walked around pp after that and went to play with the toys at isetan. it was so funny ! shaz and sam were playing with the fishing thing ! after playing a while, there was this piercing sound. was this DEEEEEEEEETTTTTT sound. sam stopped, shaz stopped. just to see where the sound came from. after stopping the game, still had the DEEEETTTT sound. haha. then we realised ! was alvina pressing on the keyboard. haha. that was so funny ! she was resting her hand on the keyboard lah. came home and was flooded with messages in my inbox ! going karaoke-ing with the choir peeps later i think. gotta go say bye bye to melvyn. haha. i wanna see you botak melvyn. i really do. hahaha. yeah thats the whole purpose ! (:
forever has no end
let your heart out.
ICE BALL ICE BALL ONE FOR FIFTY CENTS. -lolls.
that was a good one. whats your name again ? hahaha. went for the environmental champions talk today. spent the whole day there ! ohboy. i was really hoping it wouldnt be some boring talk ! really really was praying. vic and heda ditched us. was only left with andrea and i ! horrible horrible.
met andrea at bedok interchange and cabbed down to the environmental building place. luckily the taxi driver knew the way ! we reached there and were lost. haha. we both didnt know which floor to go to, which workshop we were even attending ! the reception area had two signs pasted up. one was for the motivational and leadership talk. the other was for some skit development and acting skills ! ohmy lah. both like nothing to do with us ! went to both the floors and yeah, we were down for the skit development one. learning how to act ? that's madness ! haha. still, we sat down and just talked until this guy came along and started counting ONE TWO THREE ONE TWO THREE. andrea and i were splitted up. )): i was ONE, she was TWO.
i joined the ONE group ! then they realised that there were too few guys in the ONE group. so i swopped with one guy from the TWO group and i was reunited with andrea ! yayyay for us. haha. the thing is, the TWO group people are all young and really playful and childish and blahblahblah. it was so difficult to actually get down to work and think of the plot please. haha. i know i know, i was suggesting so many different things ! haha. ((: we actually practiced one whole round until i came up with something else. WE CHANGED EVERYTHING. haha. janice, the person incharge, was saying she prefered it ! yay!
we practiced a little and it was still messy at parts but it turned out okay in the end. i think this time it was more disorganised than the last time. this time we came, split up into our groups and spent the whole time practising in our groups and present. after presentation there werent any briefing or anything. we just went home ? haha. it was weird but who cares ! (:
walked to fareast with andrea. was telling her all those stories. haha. so interesting please ! ((: loads of them. went to collect some trial lens for my godmum. took mrt back to bedok. went to buy food and all of them looked so YUMMY. i was really tempted please. hahaha.
ohboy. i dont know what im feeling right now. i feel like slapping myself for feeling this way. i know it's wrong so it's fine. im controlling. im holding them all back. i know i can do it ! jiayou. kambate. it's a doable thing. haha.
yesyes. i find it weird but i just dont wanna say anything. cos for now im fine with it. im okay. it's weird i know. but everything doesnt revolve around me anymore. it's no longer me me me. it's you all you all. haha. so im just a outsider. it's better this way. i find it so much more relaxing. no more that stress. that uncalled for stress.
love you love you may i love you.
let your heart out.
wowie, what a dead blog ! haha. im actually back here trying to give it some LIFE. haha. ((: okay im crapping !
okay im just gonna be talking about the recent happenings. yes, many things have happened but i dont want to put them all up here. lets just talk about the KBOX-ing with cho cass zhenzhen daryl. it was cho's birthday ! really wasted jiajia wasnt there with us. ): and we actually went so HIGH. i really didnt think that wouldve happened. at first, everyone was quite down. later it was daryl who started jumping on the couches ! ohboy was she high. so exciting please. I LIKE THE FRIED SALMON. IT IS NICE (: haha. i hope the smiley doesnt look that spastic once it's published.
there's loads of things i want to talk about but for some reason i dont know how to write it all out. i guess i've just gotta keep it all in me. lemme start wishing happy belated-s to all those september babies ! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING CHO !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARETHA MY OAOBHWMM !
yes aretha, i know i was a little late. only ten minutes ! haha. it wasnt my clock. i was busy finishing up literature homework that i had to hand in on sat morn ! haha. so it's not my clock neither was it me. haha. it was the homework ! blame the homework. oh but who cares, i still wished you ! ((:
teachers day was a success i guess. THANKS TO ALL THE EVENTS COMMITEE AND OF COURSE CRYSTAL. thanks for everything ! well done councillors ! haha. ((: really a good job yeah ? yupps. it was ms ang's last day. now there's no body i can shout HI to ! ): so every morning will be dead like anything. okay. i bet you are happy lah. actually you all. fine lah.
church stuff have been interesting. still interesting ! (: still look forward to every practice and every gathering. it was fun, it is fun. i really love those small little talks. haha. all my big brothers and sisters ! have always wanted a big brother. ((: yupp. and the chocs that grace buys and shares, they're YUM. haha. buy more ! those sunglasses that all of them buys ? nice please. i love trying them on ! yes melvyn, yours is too big for me. hehheh.
okay it's all random stuff ! i'll blog again another time ! but first, ive gotta reply the tags i have !
CHO: haha yes hun. i saw your posts and i was smiling to myself. and i do understand that feeling. you can be posting and posting and nonstop clicking enter. it seems like you've typed a whole lot but it comes out so few ! haha. i get that feeling. but for some reason, everytime i flood yours it just seems so fast that i actually flood. ive got loads of crap to type! haha. and yes yes, you were smiling when i typed his name OPENLY huh ((: yes you typed PP so huge too. i prefer your name. yes CHO ! ((:
HUANG: yeah you're blur ! hahaha. ((:
ANJELLYNA: OHMY. confused tablet ! HMM. i cant buy that for you. haha. you've gotta work for it yourself. ((: you actually had a good time right. but only a small little dose of it. hi and bye (:
CARISSA: hahaha. yeah see you ! okay not tonight but on wednesday. two days from now !
DAWN: yeah ! missing you already. haha. it's been a year ? sighs- come back come back !
SHERYL: yes will link you NOW ((:
let your heart out.